Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Trapped with a Predetermined Ending

I don't belong here
With all these people in my head
I don't want to live here
Ever anymore

With all of their words
All their pointless laughter
Let me be free
Keep me from captivity

Let me escape
From what makes us smile
From what makes us cry
From that which leads to death

Let me escape from the inevitable
Or let me not be able to escape
Perhaps not being anything
Nothing

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This poem is basically saying "I want to die, but I don't want to kill myself." There were many times when I just don't want to exist. I don't want to die, but I just wish I was nothing. I wished I had never been created into the prison called life.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Life may be a horrible prison but you're stuck here along with the rest of us shmucks so you might as well make the best of it and be happy :)))). Though it can suck sometimes, it really can, it WILL get better. Promise.