Was Darwin Wrong?

In my dark corner
I write my own manifestation
Of these tears that invisibly fall
Into the depths of unimportance

I can feel them falling
But I know they’re not
Not to you
Because you don’t see

I want to make you happy
I wish you were here with me
I want you here…
So… so close

Why can’t it be you?!
Why must you ignore me?!
Why does it have to happen this way…?
It hurts to look at you

I see your smile
And I can’t take it
I see you
And you break me

My head keeps throbbing
With pain and misfortune
And while you live your life
I am excluded

So just leave me alone
I don’t want to be like this
I can’t have you
Because you don’t want me

I wish you could feel
Exactly what I feel
So you would know
What you mean to me

I wish you were here
Oh, so close
But you don’t want me
So just go away

BUT I DON’T WANT YOU TO!
I can’t just forget
I can’t see past you
I can’t ignore these feelings

But it’s inevitable
Because it’s already clear
That I am alone
And you’re far from near

It hurts when you touch me
It hurts when you speak
My life disintegrates as I feel
The havoc that you wreak

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The title for this poem is a whole story. I was in class and the girl i liked was sitting right next to me, and since i hadn't liked someone in such a long time, it rly hurt to just sit next to her. And I was almost crying, so I decided to go to this back corner in the room where no one could see me, and so I took a paper and pencil and something to write on, went back there, cried and wrote. I cried the whole time, and the paper I was using was a science notes paper, and the title of the paper was "Was Darwin Wrong?" and i just thought it was funny so I made that the title. I'll never forget this poem.