Love's Warmth

I always prayed
I always pleaded
For You to give me purpose
To tell me what to do

I guess I wanted it
Because I didn’t want to go back
But it always got me
And dragged me away

Away from You
Away from Your plans
Away from my dreams
Locked into nothingness

I guess I wanted it
Because I feel so guilty
I’ve wronged You so many times
So why do You forgive me?

I wanted to make it up to You
For what I did, what I chose
I don’t deserve what You’ve given me
I don’t deserve You

I’ve asked myself why You love me
I still don’t understand how or why
I don’t know how You can show me mercy
When all I’ve done is turn my back on You

But You said, “I love you
And I’ll continue loving you
I’ll hold you tight
And keep you warm

I’ll give you food
I’ll give you family
I’ll give you safety
I can give you unconditional love”

You said all these things
And I still don’t understand
But that’s why You’re God
And You reign over us

So take me in your arms
And show me Your path
Tell me of Your grace
And let me feel Your warmth

Tell me You love me
Because I still can’t believe it
Tell me You’ll hug me
Because I still wanna feel it

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This is another "christian" poem. It's just a poem about how away I was from God and i really just wanted to be with Him, but couldn't find a way to. It's also about how amazing God's love is for us, even though we can't love him the same way or do everything he's done for us. He still loves us, and that's what always amazes me.